Producing an independent film is, by any definition, not an easy endeavour. I feel qualified to say that as I have more than 30 films under my belt as a producer. When writer / director Kirk Jones approached me with his idea to make I Swear, a biopic on John Davidson, a British writer and campaigner best known for speaking publicly about living with Tourette’s syndrome, it was not a difficult decision.
I said an instant ‘Yes’ – based on the fact that I was a big fan of Kirk’s work as a film maker – his hit film Waking Ned Devine was probably included in every pitch deck over the last 20 years as a fantastic independent film success story. I also have two members in my family who have Tourette’s so have an understanding of the condition and have long been aware of John Davidson’s life and work.
As the screenplay was being developed, Kirk would send 20 pages of the script through at a time and as I read each instalment, I could really sense that there was great potential. I was also very aware that in the hands of the wrong writer / director, the film would not have worked. Kirk was telling an authentic and real version of John’s story in a commercial way without dumbing it down. He also, as did I, feels a massive responsibility to John and his life story but also to the wider Tourette’s community at large.
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As we were getting more excited about the creative potential of the film, the realities of the independent film world and especially financing started to bite. I remember our first meeting with a sales company and the advice was to ‘take the swearing out to make the film more commercial…’
At that point Kirk and I both realised that we were going to have to make the film outside of the traditional industry model and then sell it. The difficulty of financing was compounded by the fact that Kirk is a commercial film maker (Nanny McPhee etc) so the BFI, Film4, BBC Films, who traditionally can help fund UK independent film, were not really an option. We didn’t want to take the edges off the script and felt it was imperative to keep it honest to John’s story.









