Clare Ferguson-Walker and I arrive on the perfect day to perform at The Poetry Pharmacy in Bishop’s Castle. The Pharmacy is deservingly quite legendary. It is a beautiful shop selling prescriptions of poetry, some in book form, some rolled up tightly and placed inside pill casing, ready to be cracked open to cure your tattered soul. It would be a fine place to visit at any time, but we are staying over during the yard sale weekend. Once a year, houses across the town hold yard sales.
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My hunger is sated early. I buy three vast volumes of The Girl’s Own Annual from the early 20th century. I am hoping one of them may contain instructions for Suffrajitsu. Ju-jitsu was taught to suffragettes because it turns your opponent’s weight against them. I am a few hundred pages in and still nothing yet. I also buy an autobiography of a blacksmith with quite a reputation (so I am told by a man eating a fairy cake). Then, I turn from browser to porter as I become increasingly laden with Clare’s purchases, which include a banana necklace, a Stetson, a curtain for her front door, and the game Guess Poo (like Guess Who but less face-related).
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Clun is one town away and far more inviting than its name may suggest. Like the sightseers we are, we visit the local museum and learn of smocks and fossils. The graveyard of the church holds the remains of the playwright John Osborne, known as one of the Angry Young Men, before moving on to being a rather cussed older man. Helen Osborne is buried next to him. On her gravestone are the words: ‘My feet hurt – try washing your sock.’
Nearby, is a mighty slab of stone, carved into it, ‘Bless Her Spirit.’ I walk around it, presuming there will be more to behold. On the back, a dog looking up towards the stars, which are painted gold. It is Caitlin Hurcombe’s grave, a mere 19 years old when she took her life. The Caitlin Kickstart Award was set up by her mother in her memory. Thinking of her lost life, it reminds me of why it is so important to be able to have conversations about suicidal thoughts. It is vital to know it’s a possibility to speak aloud.